Saki No.20

I DID IT!
I'm at the fashion design school!
Woooooow....I'll be fashion designer! XDDDD

Saki

Saki No.19

I got it!!!
I'm at the second round fashion desing school entering exams.
Tomorrow I'll do the last one.
Wish me luck!
がんばてください

Saki

Saki No.18

Today I went earlier from the job, because I needed to go to the our capital, where I'll do a entering exams for the school.
I'm going to sleepover at my high school friend.
It's really fun with her. Remembering the past, talking about time we didn't see each other and I was learning her about Japan because she got some exam about it tomorrow.
I hope I'll get up at the morning, even if I'll go sleep earlier then usually.
I'm kinda nervous.

I cought a cold some days before and it's really worse, but it's still just cold.
I hear really bad and can't breath because of my nose.
But she started to cure me.
With some indian spice...I think my cold will run away soon. XDD

So good night


Saki

Saki No.17

Tonight was really big storm. Oo
It started at 2:30 a.m.
I wasn't able to sleep well, because I crid a lot and I had really depressive thoughts. =_=

It was raining when I got up. -_-
I was so tired...so I came to the work late.
But I don't care...my boss is still idiot and he's bad to me. >.<

My eyes is hurting because of yesterday crying and I catch cold. -,-

Before while I just came back from shopping.
I need to buy desks for papers and some more things for drawing and fabric.

It's boring. -_-

Well...at the Friday I totally forgot to post my Magnum Gold photo.
It's strange...I wonder how they color chocolate to the gold, because it really WAS GOLD! Oo



Saki

Saki No.16

Well...My mom helped me.
Of course she did.
SHE IS MY MOM!
She loves me and I believe her and there is nothing better and warmer than her hug.

I LOVE YOU MOMMY. <3

Saki

Yuki - if you see me, turn back and run away

Well... I don't know what I did.

Saki started to be depressed and I....?

I've already realized, that I can't help him, because I don't know how. I tried to help in past. But it never worked. That's why I haven't tried today and before. I am afraid.

I think he's just in pressure and stress before exams.

But somehow... when we are arguing... oh my... well... I think, I am not his friend for now. Maybe I am in ignore list. It's because I boomed when he asked me, why I was glad that his mum calm him. Of course I was glad 'cos I feared for him! He was getting drunk and .... oh my ... But somehow I am not suitable to help him. I don't know what to do.

Well I did everything what I had to do. My duties and work.

But I am not satisfied.

Because I cannot help friend.

I am sorry, Saki-san.

Really sorry.

Maybe I am not suitable for any friendship or love. Well. If you wanna a friend and look at me, please turn back and run. I don't know how to be friend.

I am more useless than Saki is.

It isn't only head, what hurts me. Well. I wanted draw. But I'll better go sleep. Have a nice night you all. And day.

Yuki

PS: I've killed one of our fish -

here it is:

<*)) >>=<

7 Nana

R.I.P.

--•••∏*∏•••†•••∏*∏•••†•••∏*∏•••---

Saki No.15

I'm at the bottom.
Well...right now I'm drinking so excuse all mistakes.

I have entering exams for school in 4 days.
It's two rounds entering exam. One ath Thursday second at Friday...but don't worry...I'll not even past the first one.
To tell the true all week I did things I don't like and that I can't do, even if I nearly see how they'll tell me I don't have talent for anything so I can go home.
I don't even want to go there.
I want to talk to my mom, but she's not here and I'm scared that she'll only tell me that I'm dumb.
Or worse...that I didn'tdothe best for that...because I really didn't...
But...why I have to try when I don't have talent for anything really.
I really don't have.
I want my mommy....I want to die...I'm pretty useless good for nothing.


Saki

Yuki is scared

Well. I've been outside with Daphi and I've got scared!

It's not because of sun. There is sun, but cold wind ... so it's ok for me. But..

There have been lots of people with their dogs and children. Everyone happy and smiling and... laughting.. and sun... and happy day... happy faces... no problems... no dark... oh my god! I've got really sick!! ｶﾞ━━Σ(ﾟДﾟ|||)━━ﾝ!!

Save me! ＼(>o<)／ギャーッ！

Yuki

PS: I don't wanna do something... But I muuust... gosh... (>_<')

Yuki - stop joking, start jogging!

I decided to start jogging. I have to do something with my figure and form. I was too lazy these days, sitting near my computer and playing RP games □＿ヾ(･_･ )カタカタ

And I also feel better. Because off endorphin.

I've started yesterday so wish me luck, patience and same sedulity as I have as now.

I'm jogging with my dog. Miss Daphne m(^w^)y

She is cute, but psycho too (=_='') (sometimes I call her Gremlin)

When I was walking Daphi yesterday at night, there are shrubs of roses near our blocks. Well... I cut one rose. It looked like red rosebud, but I woke up today and the rose has been in bloom. It's got nice dark pink colour.

(well... It's darker for real)

Yuki-onna

Yuki's mum

Did I tell you about my mum?

She's a monster.

Really (O_x)'

She's yelled of anger at me! Well. There were times I yelled at her too. But now I'm often cold and calm. Well sometimes I can't stand this, that's true. And... sometimes I yell I hate her. But I feel it like this... I am sorry, but there are times I can't stand her.

Of course that I love her. Everyone loves his mum.

Well. My mum is sometimes kind and nice, sometimes totally mad and psycho. Maybe it's because my work or school. But I try really hard. Now. Late, but I do.

Oh - that reminds me I must work today. And wash dishes again 0\(<_<'')/

I'm glad, my mum's not here.

Your bad son Yuki (¤_¤)

Yuki was angry

Well....

Yes! I was angry! Because of internet in my mobile. I wanted write here from my mobile phone. I logged in, wrote looong message (or post) and tapped (touch-display) PUBLISH.

And what I saw then?

ERROR PAGE!

So I clicked REFRESH, error page again. Then I chose BACK, ERROR PAGE AGAIN!.

I was really pissed! (,,#ﾟДﾟ):∴;'･,;`:ｺﾞﾙｧ!!

Your Yuki hating internet in mobile.

Saki No.14

Today I have two more bruises at my arm.

Those are because I was bleeding at the Friday.

It looks kinda creepy.

With Yuki it's all the same tosay.


But the new Rin is really good.

I like the sound of the new cd.



Saki

Saki No.13

I bought new strings.


So today I played with new strings.


My finger really hurts. (>.<)




And Yuki don't talk to me, because I'm not as important as Takarazuka Revue...


But I'm used to be alone...



Saki

Saki No.12

I went to the donation today.

They took my plasma and it was all ok.

But then I started to bleed. Σ(・ω・ノ)ノ!ｗ

But soon it was everything ok too.

I went to reception for date of next donation.

My head started to spin and my view blured. （＠д＠；）

I nearly fainted. ☆￣(＞。☆)イタイ

But they took me aside to lie down and I got some yummy glucose.

After the half hour they let me go, and send me home.

But I needed to go to the work.

And guess what...My boss was mad ofcourse even when I wrote him down what's happen.

I barely can bow my left hand, because I had bandage there.

So same time no playing to bass...

...it doesn't matter because it still have three strings.

I have to survive work. ｡･"(＞0＜)"･｡


Saki

Saki No.11

Today I came home and there was envelope.

I opened it and there was invitation for the entering exams to school.
Well...I'm two years off from high school, but last year I ended studiing university at the first grade and till then I'm working.
It'll be in TWO WEEKS.
I need to draw a lot...I'm not sure if I can pass...
Please...Wish me luck.


AND DON'T FEED OUR FISHES!


Saki

Saki No.10

Today it's so...calm here.


My boss it's ok today.


Here is still raining.


There was floods before two weeks and now it looks like they'll be again.


I don't like sun so much, but still raining is no good too.


There are lot of landslides here now, thanks for that.


Saki

Yuki's photo theme

This photo is... um... from yesterday. But I fixed it today and um... I LOVE it... XDDD

Yuki-onna (snow god/goddess) theme XP

Enjoy.

By the way - don't feed our fish. They're overeating...

Your Yuki-onna

Yuki-onna goes crazy

Ok... Um.. I was talking with Saki-kun and taking pictures of myself yesterday!

Of my beautiful myself! XP

Don't you think I am cute bishie like Kaya or Hizaki? ^^'

Ok... maybe not... O_x (of course not. NO-ONE can looks like Kaya)

Bit selfish and egoistic. I know.

But when chat ended, I became crazy Yuki-onna!!

Bwahahaha!!

Haha...

Better to not comment >_< *headdesk*

But somehow I wanna make you see me in my crazy ways... Kjekjekje

Oh...

Um....

Don't mind...

Your crazy loved BISHIE Yuki

Saki No.9

Yuki is not back yet.


He said he'll try to be here till the 11p.m.


He's still not online.


So I'm bored.


Crap.



Saki

Saki No.8

Today on the way to work I was at the betting office.
Not for make bet, but my favorite Fotball club made special "Fan Cards".
So I came to buy one. Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ
But I can't find my camera to take a picture of it and my cell phone camera is broken...I accidentaly broke a glass which is in front of lens. So photos are no good.

Another think...I made my boss pay me finally.
So I have my money now.
That makes me happy. ヾ(＠＾▽＾＠)ﾉ ワーイ

I'm member of one internet japanese forum. There are some stupid people there.
I don't like it really. I'm there to just make fun of them.
And...there are some of my friends.
But we're arguing there...and she just tharted t telling stupid things like. "I thought, that we have to be all friends there....etc." w(￣_￣;w ￢o(￣-￣ﾒ)
God in heaven...for me is a word "friend" something I don't use for everyone....better said, there is just a few person I can call friends.
And the question to think about: Friends usually gives Xmas presents to each other no?
Well...if she wanted to be my friend why did she said, she'll give me nothing? LOL
I planned to buy her present, because it was at the party and there was said "Everyone will give present to everyone." At the end I didn't buy her anything...she'll not even take it from me.
It's not about presents or so..it's about THAT I HATE LISTENING SUCH A STUPID TALKS AND STUPID PEOPLE LIKE SHE IS. ＾（￣□￣＃）＾

I have to do some more work sor my VK presentations at the summer con.

Saki

Job

Ok... I don't want go to work! TT^TT

I've made my hair silky smooth and my face looks better. But somehow I don't feel in my own skin.

I can't have my glasses 'cos these are bit... um... old and broken. And I haven't bought contact lenses. Great.

Ok. Deep breath and look like "I know everything". Because I'm becoming financial adviser!

Oh my... I don't feel good 'cos I have still flue.

Your hard working Yuki.