Saki No.31

You know what? Oo
Yuki is REA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~LY BIG SPAMMER!!!
Send me about 50 messages on my cell phone...IN 2 DAYS!!! (￣▽￣)ノ＿彡☆バンバン！

Ok...I'm going to play more RP. ^^''''''

See you.
Saki

Saki No. 30

Hi,
Saki here.
How are you?
I have been spacing a lot last time...it's so shamefull, but i can't help it somehow.

I spend some days over at Yuki's place again.
It was kinda fun.
We were playing RP aaaaa~ll time. （≧∇≦）ぶぁっはっはっ！！
Yuki know how to go on me.
And we're watch really funny serie...It became to my fav.
Called Black Books.
Main chara is really cool. p(^^)q

I wanna do so much things, but I'm totally lazy. (。_＋)＼イタ〜
WHY?!
Ok...but now I have to write and draw something, so I have to go.

BTW I drew chibi of myself....wanna see? （≧∇≦）ぶぁっはっはっ！！



See you soon ☆ﾐ(o*･ω･)ﾉｲｯﾃｷﾏ-ｽ!!
Saki

Makin' an inviting Night

Lot's of things hapenned again. Well. I forgot write you that I've got piercing. I've pierced my lip.

Saki found beatiful interpret for this night.

Rose Noire.

They are sooo inspirative. I feel somehow beautifuly relaxed

and inspirated. Like vampire at nights. Full of power and melacholy.

It is great switch of places in my life. If you won't uderstand, don't worry.

I was pretty depressed yesterday. I am really sorry to Saki. I really apologize. There are nights in my life really depressive. I wanna be alone in these times. This mood is mostly rising from nothing. This melancholic, depressive sadness. I'm finding my life blank and empty. Loosing myslef - finding no way how to enjoy someone else, loosing sense.

My apologize, Saki-kun *bow*.

Maybe it's because of school, my father or my irritation. My father is doin' things he never did. He is startin' loosin' himself in alcohol. I don't feel well near him.

But I am successful in school. And I must prepare myself for my lecture on medieval clothing and dining. I will talk about it for two lessons. Phew. Lots of things to do.

And then - I must find a job.

But this night I am turning off.

Lil'Bit of this feeling...

Blue Day

I promised I would write better post here, but today is blue, sad day. I've argued with my parents... hardly. I'm loosing my hope and power.

I wanted just talk with them calmly. But they started yellin' at me. Well father did. But my mumsaid, she wouldn't talk with me about this.

They exploded, blew up.

Daddy called me by names... I've already got used to be called by names at home. But only from my mum.

This really hurts.

He is so apathetic...

I can't stand this. I... I.... I'm giving up. These bad times before Christmas... This my Nightmare Before Christmas.

Dido is helpin' me to be clam...

this is blue day...

"Honestly OK"

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again
I just want to feel deep in my own world
but I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore
On a different day if I was safe in my own skin
then I wouldn't feel so lost and so frightened
But this is today and I'm lost in my own skin

And I'm so lonely I don't even want to be with myself anymore

I just want to feel safe in my own skin
I just want to be happy again

Yuki rised from land of deads

Well... Saki will kill me, If I don't write here... so.... I am writting here ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ ﾀﾀﾞｲﾏｧ

Lots of have hapenned... I had jod (I was fired, sadly)

I've had great marks at school...

Well ... My life isn't so boring, but .... but.... Well... maybe I am too sleepy and tired. I was arguing with parents today. My bad.

So - I'll write tommorow something better...

Eh... And I left my girlfriend with some guy, her friend, in pub. I hope it's not Wary. A truly hate him. w(￣_￣;w ￢o(￣-￣ﾒ) ﾃｦｱｹﾞﾛ!!

Ja... (ヾ(´･ω･｀)いってらっちゃ